Tuesday, June 21, 2016

JUST TOOK NCLEX!

Well I just took the fuckin NCLEX! It shut off in 75 questions and I feel like I bombed it. I got the good pop up with Pearson Vue, but that does nothing to quelch the feeling of failure. I'll keep a glimmer of hope in this cold dead heart of mine though, just in case.... Now to drink!

Saturday, June 18, 2016

3 days till NCLEX

I feel like if I look at one more multiple choice question I'm going to go cross eyed

I have been doing U-world mainly and scoring in the 60-70%s, then today I started using NCSBN because I had heard that some of the questions on their sight are identical to some that show up on NCLEX and I am just bombing their questions. What a horrible feeling!

I am still trapped in this horrible cycle of: get bored doing nclex questions so I check out what the job market looks like, see great jobs that I would love to apply to! Freak out about not having my resume together, realize that theres no point in making a resume if I don't pass nclex, realize I've spent an hour procrastinating studying for nclex, and start those nclex questions back up!

I've also started eating my stress about nclex, which is probably the most enjoyable thing about getting ready to take this damn test! Frozen yogurt, gummies, popcorn, tacos... will going to get it postpone my having to do questions for any length of time? Then yes, I'll eat it.