Doomsday

What a stressful day. I have one day left to study for the test, I found out a great man and good friend of mine passed away, and I had to apply to colleges. Too much for my brain to handle right now...

Friday is my big test, and thanks to the school not only do all my classmates and I feel totally unprepared, we also still haven't been told where the test will be held, or what time to show up. I showed up at four for someone to come and unlock the door so I could get some last minute practicing in, waited for an hour and a half, no one ever showed up.

I won't be surprised if I fail, but hey I get two more tries to pass it right? Only $90 bucks a pop. I know its my own fault for writing the test off as easy, letting my ego get to me and just pretending I could ace it with out even opening the book. Conceded and stupid, now here I am, one day of studying left, and I feel completely incompetent.I would love to blame the school for hiring inept teachers and having zero organization to either the classes or the clinicals, but that was no reason for me to assume that a separate party that will be doing the testing would take such a lackadaisical approach to our learning. I should have stepped up and taken things into my own hands. Which I had always planned on doing, only later. Well now its later. Hmm.... Wish me luck internet land!